Can you find the silver lining?

So, I'm not going to let my blogging be interrupted by some immature and insignificant comment. And to all of you who read my blog, I really do apologize for that last post. I was in no way trying to start drama or get into a fight or be passive aggressive. This is my blog, not a Taylor Swift song. I'm was just trying to get a real understanding of why people say the things that they do, but I will probably never know.

But anyways. Back to MY blog.

The past few days have actually been pretty good, compared to what I've been having to endure lately. I needed Saturday and Sunday to catch up on my work and to just relax. I'm glad I got that, because I haven't gotten a day off in a long time, and I swear I was about to explode.

With that said, I will probably spend most of my Spring break sleeping. Oh wait, scratch that. I'm going to Savannah with Savannah. That should be fun. I just hope that she's fighting fit to go by Spring break. I could really use a vacation with her away from here, and Savannah is suck an amazing city anyways.

But now I've got something to say.

How long should it take someone to get over a past relationship? I mean, I see him hurting every single day, and even though I get annoyed by his "obsession" I have to stop and consider how much he must be hurting inside. It's not like he is choosing to live in constant agony. It's not like he is choosing to be given the cold shoulder. I just can't stand to see him like this, but I don't know how to help him.

I have recently realized that a lot of my stress is a lot more pointless than I thought, and most of the things that I am stressing over just aren't as important as I made them out of be in my own head. I don't have to take on everything and do it all perfectly to be a success, and I'm really sorry that I didn't see that sooner. I don't have to succeed at everything to be a success, and just because I don't do something perfectly, that doesn't mean that I failed. I need to learn to accept myself more and accept that I can't always be perfect.

I really had a good day today. Turns out I did so good on my PLAN tests that the guidance counselor almost had a heart attack when she saw them. My parents were actually really proud of me, and it gave us a confidence boost to know that those test scored were sent in with my GSSM application. That makes me look even smarter. I got home and realized that I really didn't have too much homework, so I was able to go help Kevin with a science project, and little did I know, it would result in us trying to beat each other up with PVC pipes. Sadly, the part at the end where I just threw them at him happened off camera...

There's nothing else of importance to mention.

So, you wanna see how a mouse trap works?

In slow motion?

With a light bulb?

Of course you do.