Today was one of the hardest days in a long time.

I'm gonna toot my own horn here for a second. My acting was really good.

I came home and cried. I don't cry.

I accused him of cheating in a card game. That's so stupid. I'm so stupid. Who even cares about a game of cards?

No one with a bit of sense, that's who.

I know he cheated, and that's not fair and he was ruining the game for everyone else but why couldn't I just let it go? Why was that such a big deal to me? If I had known that it was the last thing I would say to him, I never would have said it.

But isn't that how we should treat everything we say and do? Act like you will never see that person again, then maybe you will be a better person for it.

But I'm such a hypocrite.