That awkward moment between your birth and your death...

Today certainly has not been the best day ever.
Well, actually, this was one of the worst weekends that I have had in a long time, too. And I don't think this week will be much better.

I just get the feeling that everyone would be happier if I was gone. My mom wouldn't have to nag at her daughter's shortcomings all the time and my brother wouldn't have to drive me all around town anymore. They wouldn't have to spend so much money on an oboe and lessons and all that, because apparently I'm not good enough for that either. Yet, they hardly let me stay after school for a lesson with Mr. Price. No one would have to deal with how "emotionally sensitive" I am and my turrets wouldn't bother anyone anymore.

Yeah, so hopefully I get to change schools next year and spend most of my time out of the house and out of the town, because I think everyone here is tired of me, as I am of them. I'll just leave. Then everyone will be happy.

Basically.